Reminder:

Put yourself out there.
You let him get to you, but that is okay.
You are allowing yourself to feel something for once.

Remember that it is okay to get hurt. You can only be has happy and love as much as the strongest pain and hurt you allow yourself to feel.

This is part of this magnificent journey we call life.
Not only can we feel the greatest pleasures, but we can feel the most intense horrific pain.
Most people would turn away at the thought of getting hurt, but you are different my dear. You embrace every emotion that life has to offer to you. Embrace these feelings no matter what they are.

Every situation makes you stronger and teaches you something about life and yourself.

Be brave, just fall.

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What do you do when you think that one of your best friends is about to make a decision that could change the rest of their life, and possibly not for the better. A decision based on another person, on love, or maybe just lust. I just don't understand how you could give up a life you've carved out for yourself in this little town. I know here isn't permanent, but you have friends here. And people that think of you as family. I don't understand how this boy could want you to give all that up for him. In part I think that's selfish of him, and the other part of me wonders why he would do that for you when he knows how situations like that turn out because he has been through them himself.

What do I do? Can I do anything really?

Connect.

We all create our own path through life as we travel through uncharted territory.
Our trails intertwine with others, publicizing our interactions with people.
Our paths are not identical, like some, but they do cross at unexpected moments.
I've always seen you, but you have never seen me.



I can remember the first time we met.
That sweet summer day, sitting on the veranda.
Your long, golden hair flowing over the guitar that rested on your lap.

I saw you then, as I see you now.
You, my dear, are so very beautiful.



So many words have gone unspoken.
So many feelings kept locked away, deep inside my soul.
I've wanted to touch you, to feel your warm breath on my body for as long as I can remember.
Dreaming. Hoping, that one day I could experience you.


Well, that day has come and gone.
The universe heard my countless wishes on 11:11, and finally granted it.


You, my dear, are so very beautiful...




But this is not the end of the story, just the end of the chapter.
Our paths will cross again.